~::i hate it!!::~

i seriously hate my internship!!There are thousands in fact millions of reasons why I dont like being here. But the vital reason is...I hate those people here!!enough said!!

~::A NEW LAND::~

oitt!!it's been ages since my last entry!hee you know,,i have this ugly habit where i luv 2 read people's blog,,but 2 lazy 2 make one myself,,huuu soo wut inspire me to write dis time around??huaaa beng is not heree!!!!she went home like 3 days ago and suppose to come back this early morning,,i really mean morning!!!subuh laa senang cter~~owg nk solat subuhh die br nk blkk~pee nk jdd laa remaje zmn skang nie~hahaha,,owhh i'll start my internship this june,,but damnnnn!!i have to go to kerteh!gler jauhhh!i dont even have any relative there~i think this is wut i deserve laa pass g gelak kn teloq ms die tau die kene g kemaman dlu,,huh!!serve me right!!d first time i saw my name at kak wan's pc (she's the executive in siiu),,nurul nadiah noor azli pscb,pmo,,and i was like,,yesss!!pcsb!!!but pmo??ooo tapee laa nie sub2 company petronass kot tp msti kt kl nye,,kak wan kate,,haa awk da de placement kt pcsb,pmo kt kerteh,,huh???wutttttt!!!!!kertehhhhhhh??i brokedown immediately,,burst into tears,,n felt like this is d end of d world,,mase depan ku gelappp,,arggghhhh!owg nk dok umahhh!!xmauu laa g jauh2 niiiie~i dont really know where on earth is kerteh??ya2~i know it's in tganu,,but where??i look up for kerteh's map in the search engine,,there it is!!KERTEH!and the nearest town is kuantan,,huhh??kene g negeri len kalu nk shopping kee??perghhhh!!i cried n cried n cried d first week,,i called my mother,,haa smbg nanges blk,,i dont even want 2 go there!!u see,most of my frens from overseas will be heading home this summer,,if i go 2 kerteh,,the chances for me to meet them would be 12.3 %,,huaaa there's lot of things that cross my mind,,am i gonna survive there??would there be anyone who want to be fren with mee??gler bodoo cm bdk br nk msk drjh 1!!you know,,my life always revolves around kl n perak,,since my kg kt tambun jee pn knn haa soo i barely visited any state other than kl + selangor + perak!d last time i went 4 family holiday,,was 4 yrs back!!hahaha gler lame da!!ye laa everytime diowg g jln2~msti rr aku kt siniii~kene tgll laa slaluuu huuu,,saye xmau g kertehhhhhhhhhh,,my frens are non stop teasing me up,,abiss laa ko,,dok sane nnti ko blablabla,,tenet tade,,blabblabla,,line pn tade,,oittttt!!u guys are freaking me out!!that's not helping at all!!huuu but then~i would do just d same if i was in your shoes,,but heyyyyy!!skang niee kowg gelak kn aku!! come on2~i really need kate2 perangsang skng nie!huuu soo let's have a different side of view,,may b when i went back from internship,,i would be more grown up young lady,,haa come on2 nadiah!!positive!!!i would try my best to come home every fortnight!hahahaha nk jugak!xkire!!jauh nee pnnnn,,you see,,i always know by hook or by crook,,the siiu would "campak" me at klcc,,there's nooo doubt in my heart,,guess,,i got it wrong dis time~just face it nadiahh,,u'r leaving kuala lumpurr againnnn~i wish utp is in kl,,,i have load of plans in my mind if my internship is in kl,,derghhh biar jee rrr,,tape2~nnti2 smbg blk plan 2,,mama call ari 2,,dyah ssh2 nnti mama n abah ntar laa g kerteh 2 nek flight!huaa mama nk ntar??baek nyee~hahah my mom didnt pick me up for 3 semester in a row??could u imagine??hahahah mama mmg cm 2~dyah tumpang kwn jee laa blk nie~huu ayat standard mama niee~hahahah so 4 now,,i dont even wanna think about kerteh!!i cry easily when i think wut my life would be in kerteh,,even when i'm struggling with my exams,,hey i like to emphasive here that it's not my intention at all to offend any of u who r from east cost,,this blog is more like luahan perasaan,,you know,,when u'r not familiar wif something,,u tend to feel insecure,,huuu dats describe me best,,yess i'm insecure!so fucking damn insecure!so this is my last word to all my lovers,,since i'm leaving to kerteh,,it goes in that order:

mama - i luv u
abah - kte xkan gado dlm ms 8 bln!hahahah men2 jee abah~~ampun2~
abg yum - sile ke indon iye,,
icah - huaa kte xsempat jumpe laa icah,,kak dyah g kerteh,icah br nk blk pkn
is - ksk kumpul ag byk2 ilmu pe2,den ajr kak dyah plak,f4 niee men2 byk tape hee
piah - bc buku mau exam
amir - tlg rr blaja ckp jgn ksk pelat!!n suare 2 jgn ksk chumil sgt!!cair rr!!
my buddies at utp - see u guys in 8 months time!
skolmate - msti jumpe juge xkre2 pape jd pn!
beng-ONG -u owe me something reallyyy expensive!!!hahaha gelak evill (*.*)
for the time being,,let's focus on my final paper this coming saturday,,and spent the whole next week at home b4 heading 2 kerteh,,it's 2.50 in d morning yet there's no sign of beng will be here soon,,better off now,,babai~~